a niagara wearing glasses on the other side of the plenary hall

the last few days came as drops and trickles.

yesterday,

was a glut.
a flood.
yes, a niagara.

a superabundance
of happinesssadnessanxiety
happinesssadnessanxietyha
ppinesssadnessanxiety.

it was tiresome but nice.
it was a schoolflag that was
placed by a nutcracker soldier
with trembling hands on a
flagholderwhatever.

it hit the base of the platform.
hard.
someone snickered.
then a few.
and then some more.

it hit me.
your silence, your utmost silence.
it is a waterfall
billowing
surging
rippling
against the
streams below.
but what stupefied me
is that beneath the
billowing
surging
rippling
and your touching of the
streams.
there was no sound.
no sound.

except the callous
synthesized reverberating
pulsating resonance of
atriums and ventricles buried
beneath the left side of my
ribcage.

written at about 12:28am, 29/03/2003
while tripping over lisa germano's cry wolf
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yeah, it took me forever to update.
i am trying to forget.
but i cannot.
i am up.
yes, to no good.
sana nag-take ako ng psychometrics.
anlabo, pare.
anlabo.

i want this book


The Umbrella Man and Other Stories (Short Story Collection)
by Roald Dahl


*i've read the book the best of roald dahl and the short story pig is the most shockingly twisted short story i've ever read. the sound machine is wonderful.

imelda's new year's resolution after finding out that marcos the dictator's bustin Benguet has been blasted off by some communist rebels.



*image courtesy of mabuhaycards.com

hapi nu yir!

ere's what the love test - animal test say about my lovelife choovas...

1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.

4. You don't like it when your partner is insecure.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your
freedom.

8. At this moment, you don't want to be tied down by a steady
relationship, you just want to flirt around.

mmm...very true...very true indeed!

this is hideous!

i adore andrew warhola!
i jas laaaaab his worrrrks.
he breathes some life to boring pictures

the lad inspired me in a way, thus, warhol + e

hail the campbell soup king!

i hate to see schweewee so alone...

so...

hehehehehe....

i adopted this cuties,

meet...

wowdee cirrus


and

schmeenbee geb


and

screwshmee screwtop


weeeeeeeeeeee...
wehehehehehehehehehehe....
/me laughs ala annoying woody wood pecker ehehehe ehehehe eheheheheheheheheh!!!!

>meet my new baby!>



Neopet Name : schweewee
Owner : warhole
Species : JubJub
Gender : Male
Colour : Yellow>

ways to de-cynicism/fy/al (suit yourself)

1. reminisce. visit the dusty pages of your childhood photo albums.
2. know your Seussisms. :)
3. listen to your get happy cd/lp. (mine's by moonpools and caterpillars)
4. be bold. drink some island punch til your tipsy but not drunk.
5. make some letters to yer friends. surprise them.
6. kiss some random people (random-you-know-them-people)
7. text the people you seldom text.
8. rub your nails together then rub your rubbed nail on the tips of yer hair. (hehehe)
9. go to halls of your high school then SCREAM at the top of your lungs.
(u know wer dis came fr?)
10. wear a skirt. (this sure makes me happy, hehehe...i dunno w/ ebwibade)

*if you have a de-cynicism/fy/al tip, please feel free to tag me. twenks. :)

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself
any direction you choose.
You're on your own.
And you know what you know.
And YOU are the guy
who'll decide where to go.

-Oh, the Places You'll Go!

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

From Seuss-isms: Wise and Witty Prescriptions for Living from the Good Doctor

i love


*i say green eggs and ham,
sam-am-I?

:)

cyn·i·cal
adj.
Believing or showing the belief that people are motivated chiefly by base or selfish concerns; skeptical of the motives of others
Selfishly or callously calculating:
Negative or pessimistic, as from world-weariness
Expressing jaded or scornful skepticism or negativity

*misanthropy, my specialty...

i decided that

i

i want

i want to

i want to be

i want to be saved.

is it me or is it me?
pansin ko lang...
i am becoming ultra cynical
these past few days, months, years...
can't even remember.

i scare myself all the time

ano kaya pede kung gawin...
to relieve me off this plague?

or maybe i don't wanna be saved?

any suggestions?

*i see the world in a very blurry point of view.

yipeeeee!
na-extend ang thesis deadline...
well, at least...
more days to count
til judgement day.

* sana wag cynical...

/me chants kaya ko 'to! kaya ko 'to! kaya ko 'to!....

tell me computer...
am i that addicted?

Are you Addicted to the Internet? 49% Average@Internet-User.com (41% - 60%) You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer. The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Stvlive.com!

nalilihis ng daan.
sa isa pang pagkakataon.
pangalawang kamatayan.


The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz

haaaaayyyyy buhaaaaayyyyy...

waaaaaahhhhhh...
m totally crazy bout this girl
and the movie!


Which Amelie character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

*my favoritest (hehe) movie ever.

if i were an onion
i'd be the thinnest-skinned onion ever
if i were a harbor
i'd be the best in town
if i were a rock
i'd be the one who cries a lot

our thesis is about batibot,
and this doesn't help much
on my feeling nostalgic.
blah!