tsk.tsk.tsk.

boredom...boredom...

quoting my ever famous lit prof...

"you know what?you know what?
i am getting bored."

"so am i ma'am, so am i."
-classmate

i know what's going to kill me...

paperwork!

ack!

here's what my birthmonth say about me...


May:

* Stubborn and hard-hearted
* Strong-willed and highly motivated
* Sharp thoughts
* Easily angered
* Attracts others and loves attention
* Deep feelings
* Beautiful physically and mentally
* Firm standpoint
* Easily influenced
* Needs no motivation
* Easily consoled
* Systematic (left brain)
* Loves to dream
* Strong clairvoyance
* Understanding
* Sickness usually in the ear and neck
* Good imagination
* Good debating skills
* Good physical
* Weak breathing
* Loves literature and the arts
* Loves travelling
* Dislike being at home
* Restless
* Hardworking
* High spirited
* Spendthrift

i've watched the ring (hollywood remake)
and it freaked me out!
waaaahhhhhhhhh!
7 days!

whoah!
my blog just expanded.
wha?
how'd that happen?
it has a mind of its own.
wehehehehe...
freaky!
i'll just keep it this way.
hehehehehe...
k lang,
i like 'em big naman e.
wehehehehe.
jk

*pare, weird. i just had a conversation with myself.
i think this blog is evil...
and it is possessing me.
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i have no box!
well, always wanted to be free..
weeeeeeeeeeeee!



What box do you get put in?
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this quiz reminded me of imago's the box...

what is a box?
a box is like a cube
or is a cube with six sides and 8 corners
i wonder why they say its true.
a box holds things together.
no.a box is not a bra,
but yes, it keeps things together.
and if a box could hold things together
i wonder if a box could hold people together
and if people are held together what will happen to the box?

i squint and think.

i'll get back to you on that
a very accomodating phrase, yet so insensitive.

?

this song's very empowering...
a toast to ani difranco,



a very brilliant girl.


32 flavors

squint your eyes and look closer
I'm not between you and your ambition
I am a poster girl with no poster
I am thirty-two flavors and then some
and I'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you're going to get hungry
and eat most of the words you just said


both my parents taught me about good will
and I have done well by their names
just the kindness I've lavished on strangers
is more than I can explain
still there's many who've turned out their porch lights
just so I would think they were not home
and hid in the dark of their windows
til I'd passed and left them alone


and god help you if you are an ugly girl
course too pretty is also your doom
cause everyone harbors a secret hatred
for the prettiest girl in the room
and god help you if you are a phoenix
and you dare to rise up from the ash
a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy
while you are just flying back


I'm not trying to give my life meaning
by demeaning you
and I would like to state for the record
I did everything that I could do
I'm not saying that I'm a saint
I just don't want to live that way
no, I will never be a saint
but I will always say


squint your eyes and look closer
I'm not between you and your ambition
I am a poster girl with no poster
I am thirty-two flavors and then some
And I'm beyond your peripheral vision
So you might want to turn your head
Cause someday you might find you're starving
and eating all of the words you said

boo!
happy halloween!

i've read bel kaufman's up the down staircase
i almost lost the courage of reading it at first but i kept my patience and i'm glad i did because it was such a good read. what i hated is the mchabe circulars that they kept on passing 'round school but would eventually get dumped on the garbage can! talk about senseless

a compo by a cream off the top sophie student of calvin coolidge high...


life reflected in the television eye

I see the television eye. It does not see me albeit I scream jump laugh weep rant rage stick out my tongue at it. Within the television eye, among the shadows and the horizontal streaks the little people live and love and eat and die interrupted by commercials. While I, yes I, possess the power to turn them off whenever I feel like it. Just so to God are we as they, for Lo! He can stop our mouths while in the middle of a sentence and snap our hearts in twain. His Eye sees us albeit we do not see Him.
What is God?
God is the Universal Antenna.

mmm...

wehehehe...
panalo sa assessment 'to!
hahahahaha!

You are a great buzz to be around and inspire people to actually get things done. Thing is people tend to miss their meals spending alot of time with you and sometimes they get paranoid and think they are spied on by the secret services. It's very difficult for people to sleep with you around and sometimes you just make people outright nervouse and anxious. As stimulating as you are, people sometimes complain of headaches, as they dont nessesarily want to go to bed with you and some people may actually become hostile and aggressive with you.

Find out If You Were A Drug, What You Would Be!

quiz by ravenritings

I listened to NU 107' s NotRadio last night and it was very nice. It was fun. Quark, Diego and Myrene traced the wonderful roots of indie as they celebrated the show's 10th year anniversary. There was one particular song that I liked best. wehehehehe.

Here's the lyrics of that interesting song.

Detachable Penis
King Missile

I woke up this morning with a bad hangover
And my penis was missing again
This happens all the time, it's detachable

This comes in handy a lot of the time (detachable penis)
I can leave it home when I think it's gonna get me in trouble (detachable penis)
Or I can rent it out when I don't need it (detachable penis)

But now and then, I go to a party, get drunk
And the next morning I can't for the life of me (detachable penis)
Remember what I did with it

First, I looked around my apartment, and I couldn't find it (detachable penis)
So I called up the place where the party was
They hadn't seen it either

I asked them to check the medicine cabinet (detachable penis)
'Cause for some reason, I leave it there sometimes
But not this time (detachable penis)

So I told them if it pops up to let me know
I called a few people who were at the party
But they were no help either (detachable penis)
I was starting to get desperate (detachable penis)

I really don't like being without my penis for too long (detachable penis)
It makes me feel like less of a man
And I really hate having to sit down every time I take a leak (detachable penis)

After a few hours of searching the house (detachable penis)
And calling everyone I could think of
I was starting to get very depressed (detachable penis)
So I went to the Kiev, and ate breakfast (detachable penis)

Then, as I walked down Second Avenue towards St. Mark's Place (detachable penis)
Where all those people sell used books and other junk on the street (detachable penis)
I saw my penis lying on a blanket, next to a broken toaster oven

Some guy was selling it (detachable penis)
I had to buy it off him
He wanted 22 bucks, but I talked him down to 17 (detachable penis)

I took it home, washed it off (detachable penis)
And put it back on (detachable penis)
I was happy again, complete (detachable penis)

People sometimes tell me I should get it permanently attached (detachable penis)
But I don't know (detachable penis)
Even though sometimes it's a pain in the ass
I like having a detachable penis (detachable penis)

Detachable penis
Detachable penis
Detachable penis (detachable penis)
Detachable penis (detachable penis, penis)
Detachable penis (detachable penis, penis)
Detachable penis (detachable penis, penis)
Detachable (detachable, detachable)

hehehe.

*indie is alive.

I have a new button.

He's name is Pill but you know Pill is capsule. I named him Pill because it's a very friendly name for me that is so I decided to name him Pill instead of the very hostile Capsule.

Pill has two bulb-like, happy eyes that can lighten up a room (teehee). He has a very tiny smiling mouth and a very warm elliptical face. He wears a blue ASP trousers and he has a very tiny frame.

Pill is very uncomfortable with his previous home of a plastic stationery set, I gave him a new home in which he can see the world at close hand. He is comfortably pinned on my favorite bag. And I think he likes it.

I love Pill and I hope he wouldn't get lost.

*I'll post a picture of him sometime.
:)

feelin' much of a glutton today
mmmm...
yumyum!




What Snack Food are YOU? Click here to find out!

mixed
adj 1: caused to combine or unite [syn: {amalgamated}, {intermingled},
{integrated}]
2: consisting of a haphazard assortment of different kinds
(even to the point of incongruity); "an arrangement of
assorted spring flowers"; "assorted sizes"; "miscellaneous
accessories"; "a mixed program of baroque and contemporary
music"; "a motley crew"; "sundry sciences commonly known
as social"- I.A.Richards [syn: {assorted}, {miscellaneous},
{motley}, {sundry(a)}]
3: involving or composed of different races; "interracial
schools"; "a mixed neighborhood" [syn: {interracial}]
4: of inferior or mixed breed; "a cur dog"; "an underbred dog"
[syn: {cur(a)}, {mongrel(a)}, {scrub(a)}, {underbred}]

just so you know...
i'm having mixed sentiments today.
i don't know whether to feel angry, frustrated, happy or dour.

i can't go to the trick or treatin event at sta. lucia tomorrow,
i need to go because imago and sandwich is going to play
but my parents won't allow me because of the bombings that's
been going around. sob :(

i am happy because i finally got a career on blogging. yipee.:)

i am so furious because of this certain anonymous poster on our class journal, it totally irked me, ha! don't judge people, give them the benefit of the doubt.doubt?i think that the class had given them enough?hmp!:O

...just so you know...
i have mixed sentiments today.
i am confused.
now!
that's more concrete...

Which Grunge Band Are You?

dave grohl
i could die right about now...
hehe

i am lisa!
wahoo!


I'm Lisa, who are you? by Lexi

forgive my sentimentality today.
i just want these previous thoughts posted.

this is the worst thing that could ever happen to me, get addicted on something and get totally baffled off my senses. this is some kind of crap. how petty things get into big things. ha, what a curse. i hate to admit it but its true. i am starting to cloud myself up and i am starting to panic. i hate the green-eyed monster. i am wasted. it's hard to think when my mind's totally scattered. i broke loose and i am scared. please rehabilitate me.
someone push my emergency button.
HALP!

this was a poem i wrote a couple of years ago...
I was feeling nostalgia
as ecstacy envelops my body
convulsions of trickling blood
in my stiff veins
clinging to sanity
as i feel myself floating
amidst absurdity
are you that quite licking?
stirring my sensitivity
electrocuting my intellect
so you can lure me in your snare
are you always like that
always exploiting your sweet tongue
to captivate my mores
and throw them out
blinding my eyes off of reality
Anyhow, you moonshine creature
I always take you in
and take you up,
so you can rob me up of my
l u c i d i t y.

courage?
had another one today...
a bunch of html codes
could this thing
save me?

what the?
who knows?